I have been watching my posts on both my blogs, http://duplicaterighting.blogspot.com/ and this one of course. I have been watching to see how many posts I put on each and comparing them, adding more on one when I feel the other is getting too far ahead. And I have come to a conclusion, I much prefer to write creatively than about myself or my silly thoughts.
I must be a little entertaining, people from my work places and friends in my life love to chat with me in person, so I am sure I am an okay read. But I find it hard to put myself out there. I don't feel that the humdrum stuff in my life would be any fun to read. No matter how I try to spin it, and obviously I don't get very deep, very often. I am shy about putting myself out there. I don't want to be judged or ridiculed, as most people don't. Of course I could learn to not care what others think, but somehow I don't think that is in my programming and it would be something that I would have to learn to do. And I believe I am okay with that at this point. The caring does allow me to help others, I love that so very dearly.
All this said, I need to make more of an effort of adding to this blog. My hope is have a better understanding of myself and learn a thing or two. And to make sure I don't let my creativeness run-a-muck and over power my self. :)
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