Moonsensical

Been playing with my rocks again. I always seem to get so freaking tired when I mediate with them, but as long as I use my powers for good, it should okay, right?

I had the coolest sensation when I was using my moonstone yesterday. It is flat and shaped into a heart, it looks so very opalescent, and it fits well between both hands. But I started to rub it. No real reason, I just started to rub my hands back and forth, each hand opposing the other in direction and the stone became very warm, nearly hot.

After I rubbed it for nearly a minute, I stopped suddenly. I kept my hands locked together and felt throbbing between my hands. The warmness of the friction and the beats from the rock made it feel for just a moment, that the stone was completely alive.

Just so you know a little about me, I am practical, almost too practical at times. I like order, in a sense, and to schedule things. But I can be spontaneous and I also like to believe there is more out there. I can be pretty open minded. That being said, I can believe that the friction from my hands cause the stone to warm to an usual level, and the throbbing I felt was my own heartbeat felt by my hands because of all the activity and stimulus I had preformed rubbing my hands together for so long.

Pretty plausible, except for the heart-rate of those heartbeats. I felt the throbbing for nearly 30 seconds after I stopped. My hands felt all buzzy from the friction but I felt the heartbeat through that buzzy feeling. And that heartbeat I felt was pretty regular, around 60 beats per minute, the rate of a resting adult, like myself. But then it dropped down to about half that rate and then back up to the speed it was at first. My 41 year old ticker is okay, I have had it checked before, but I am pretty sure my heart-rate does not drop down to an dangerously low level at any given time.

I know from reading, the moonstone has been venerated for thousands of years. It is considered an psychic stone and can help channel your abilities. It can help in a time of change. It helps women in nearly all phases of their lives from conception to childbirth. It is a very empathetic stone to help those in need.

It could be possible I unlocked something. I would like to hope I did. I love to help people, and I want to know more about life and others. Maybe me and my little moonstone will be using my power for good after all.